Moody II

I think a lot when I am moody..

My relationship with my siblings,

are considered great, if compared to the others..

We joked around, chat around..

However..

Sometimes I realised, there's JEALOUSY existing.. 

Maybe only from me..

My brother..

When relatives are talking about my brother..

They'll say, 'He's a intelligent boy!'

When it comes to me..

'He's gentle..'

Why? 

Am I not good enough? 

I perform better than him in examinations..

I deserved these?

When we were little..

My parents sent him to learn piano..

Me?

I don't get a thing..

Both of them..

When there's houseworks to be done..

'Ian!!'

Is the first name heard in my house..

Everything..

'Ian!!'

'Ian, come help me with the laundry!'

'Ian, don't sit in front of the computer!'

'Ian, help grandma preparing the dinner!'

'Ian, go out with me to buy something!'

'Ian, get me my spectacles!'

'Ian, help me with my computer!'

'Ian, whats the meaning of this word?'

'Ian, why ain't your brother coming back this week?'

'Ian, where did your sister go? When is she coming back?'

'Ian, why don't I see you studying?'

All these.. 

Its not that I am not helpful..

Not that I don't want to give a hand..

But,

Can they ask them, too?

Ya ya, they asked. A few times maybe.

And when I complained about this,

My mum said 'because you are a good boy!'

Oh, let me give you another answer.

'Because I am a weakling, and weaklings are meant to be bullied.' 

Zzz.. Whatever..