Elise says..

Today my MUET teacher said,

'Men are controlled by what they see.'

'Women are controlled by their feelings.'

She meant the way they choose their partners.

So.. What do we call the creature caught in between?

Vimal

Vimal find me just now, its nice hearing from him :)

And anyway he said because I'm always so excited, people likes me.

Haha. Is it really that way? I take that as a compliment XD

Sometimes I think I might be too desperate to get attention from the others..

Many misunderstood my definition of getting attention..

I wish people to talk to me, I wish people to ask about me and so on..

When I look back, I realised I don't really have any true friends..

Kent Mun? Oh ya, he's one of my good friends, he talks to me and he know lots of me,

but he's faraway already, and I am certainly one of his many many little friends.

Jing Yeat? Perhaps. But he no longer knows anything about me, and he's not near either..

Other than this two, I can't find anymore friends who really knows me. 

Oh, God bless me!

I am not as agile, not as wise,

 not as intelligent, not as hardworking,

 not as persistent and persevere, not as talented, 

not as handsome, not as masculine, not as attracting,

 not as brave, not as caring, not as careful, not as patient, 

not as generous, not as dedicated, not as cheerful, not as funny,

 not as thankful, not as persuasive, not as strong.. 

If mortals are meant to be imperfect..

 I am the perfect fit.

Random

 I fell down in a dark alley on a lonely night,

 and you brought me up and gave me light, 

and so I made a promise with you at my right, 

that I'll hold you tight forever with all my might.

Perfect Holidays

I haven't had a holiday like this before. 

Like the past, I'd prefer to stay in my own house, sitting in front of the computer,

and waste all of my time doing useless stuffs.

And this time, the first holiday after I became an eighteen, is fabulous indeed!

I went out with my friends, sometimes families for 11 days in this short 13-days-holiday!

Oh well, although I spent quite some amount of cash, I got something more precious.. That is friendship..

'We can't buy any friends', that I believe..

Random

Sometimes, somehow, 

I feel that, we humans are just some wretched beings.

We hurt others to satisfy our own desire and lust.

How pathetic?